DILLA .

2011-11-05T20:09:00.002+08:00

2 months later...

I seriously have got no time for blogger/facebook/twitter at all cause ive been spending my whole life for Tumblr. Which, i still have yet to figure out what's so addictive about it hahahaha. Nothing much to say for now exactly, but, i just love this guy up here ^ He's got everything i ever need in this world and i won't trade him for anything else in this world.

HAPPY 13TH MONTHS BABY, I LOVE YOU XX

2011-09-06T17:26:00.004+08:00

I know it's been so long! but i will find time! Meanwhile,

CHECK ME OUT HERE, YOU'LL LOVE IT!

2011-06-04T17:57:00.020+08:00

It's been a long time indeed. Anyway, last week was the boy's 21st birthday. So, these are the pictures that i managed to capture.

Here's are the way to bake the DIY birthday cake!

I have no idea what was i doing with the colors but it turns out all good! And delicious, not to mention ;) And this was bake freshly out from the oven hours before his #2 surprise. But before anything else, i managed to dragged him with me for his first surprise for a buffet dinner @ Straits Kitchen, Hyatt's a day after his actual birthday!

And baby, this is not expensive, really.

Indeed there was alot of helleluva nice foods to choose from and yes, we went home with big tummy, which feels great! :D Just when the day ends, the boy thought that was it. We'll just gonna meet the next weekend when he books out but hey, no! He couldnt smell anything which ive planned with his other close buddies and his family members for a 2nd round of surprise which held on the very next day! Smart enough ;)

And it was really indeed a great help from Alfee and Syahfiq for helping me out in gathering everyone together from 2 different sides. We took at least 2 weeks to plan this okay!

The mum ordered Nasi Briyani for all of us and its so power!!

AND, THIS IS THE BIRTHDAY BOY!

Actually, there is more pictures than this. But nevermind, this is already great enough for a sneak peak. Truthfully, i didnt knew what was i thinking but i actually told his mum all the crazy idea i have. And never did i thought, his mum & sister is so cool to join in and plays a part in this surprise! HAHAHAHAHA. Which everything turns out very, very well! The boy didnt see it coming and yes, a successful surprise it is! :DDD Hope you had a great 21st birthday baby, even when its not any amazing. Hope you love it bb!!

One huge mission down, another one to go. On the very next day, me and the girls, including Ayub was up for Khyla's big surprise! We skipped school and went out in the early morning just to find her presents @ Compass point (which we have no idea what to buy for her!) and went to her house to boomz her! And her mum was cool enough to help me in this. Yeah you got it right! It was another crazy idea of mine! :P HAHAHAHA. But alhamdulillah, everything went on very smoothly and she didnt even see it coming, not at all! ;)

AND, THIS IS THE BIRTHDAY GIRL!!

She was indeed in deep shock when she opened the door. Zomg, we even have the video of it! Once i received it, i will upload it to share! HEHEHE. And she took almost an hour to recover from the shockness when she realises her boyfriend was with us too! Not something she could expect of indeed! Hey Twinny, hope you love our surprise 19th burst day for you! :P

Im full of crazy stupid ideas, so beware of me, all of you! HAHAHAHA. But, honestly, it's really a joy and pleasure to prepare, plan and do all of this, really. Caz this is something i really enjoy doing actually. Eventhough it made my days/weeks so chaotic, planning and calling so many people almost every single time, i enjoyed it much :)

Anyway, it's been so long, yesz! Too busy with school now that i'm taking up Diploma in Accounting & Business in my school via ACCA. It was a golden oppportunity given and yes, imma definitely work very hard for this. Bright future awaits, insyaallah. Ya'll have a great holiday for whoever is having them now, and have a good time schooling/working, whatever it is! :D

2011-04-28T22:07:00.006+08:00

1 long months it has been. So many things happened beyond & within my expectations. Expect and unexpected things took place. Tears of joy and tears of sadness. Achievements, dreams, future and successfullness. If only i can sum everything up in just one word, that'll be really great. Nevertheless, im still glad im still breathing and living in this world full of gratitute and optimism :)

I might wanna make a promise, once i am really free, i'll upload every meaningful pictures that is captured within the period of my hiatus. Theres alot to show and share, i don't even know which/how to choose. Whatever it is, this weekend's gonna be great! Simply because my family and the cousin's are going to Pulau Tioman for a short vacation! :D I mean, of course since it has been 8 years since we've been there and i bet everything change, big time! And that, makes me excited a little bit now. Hehehe. Hopefully, it'll be a great vacation since imma snorkel like i used to back then when i was a little girl and to swim at the gorgeous waterfall! :D

YA'LL HAVE A GREAT VACATION!

2011-03-23T21:35:00.004+08:00

My boyfriend just passed out as a 3rd Sergeant! How can i not be so proud of him after the tough trainings he's been thru for the whole 8 months? :D But now, he's posted back to Tekong like he was back in BMT days. Nevertheless, i hope that he'll be an instructor there just so life would be better for him in a way or another. Doesn't matter where you are, im still there to support you no matter what baby. 14 months till ORD ohhhhhhhhhhhhhhh!

And as for me, i've been working too hard, too extremely hard for the upcoming 2011 OAC January Intake Camp. It was sucha hectic moment, but by the time it passes, i know it's gonna be a fruitful one since we've put in so much effort. How it not be when i've used all of my holiday time going to and fro' to school all day everyday! Camp is just next week and hopefully, everything will go according to plan, Insyaallah.

Ya'll have a great week! :D

2011-03-08T15:41:00.007+08:00

Finally after so long, we managed to get perfect picture of 4 - My girls :)

I totally forgot that theres another one more thing i should have include in the previous post. It really slipped my mind, but nevertheless, happy 5th month birthday baby. May our relationship will be an awesomesauce one! :D And whats not, my boyfriend is already back in Sunny SG! :D

And on the weekends itself, my dear cousin got married. Congrats cousin, may you have a blissful life upon your new life of being someone's husband.

And there's still OCBC volunteer pictures & final exams.

2011-03-03T17:57:00.003+08:00

5 reasons why i'm looking forward for this weekend.

1. OCBC volunteer

2. It's my cousin's wedding!

3. It's the last week of school for 2nd semester

4. It's the last week of being a Year 1 student =D

5. My baby is coming back to Singapore after 3 long week! :D

But nevertheless, exams are just next week and i am really working very hard :O

Well, hello March!

2011-02-13T14:31:00.004+08:00

Finally, the day has come. The boy havta leave for Taiwan for one solid month. I'm not gonna dwell much on it anymore caz it already happened and eventho this is my first time experiencing something like this. Today is just the first day, going thru a normal life without him. But it's a pretty good start for me actually caz i wake up feeling fine and all, minus the fact that i realised i can't text him on a Sunday morning to wish him good morning like we always did. I hope i'm gonna stay this way thru-out the whole journey. Whatever it is, it's okay - Caz i know it's just a short temporary one month. Im gonna be just fine :')

You have a good time there while you can baby, and i'll see you soon then, XOXO!

2011-01-26T21:53:00.004+08:00

I just realised, it's been over a month since i last update this blog or something. Was too busy with school stuffs, that i neglect most of the unimportant things, which of course, this blogger, since i have my own personal diary to write every single night. Things have been pretty well and not, but so far, im coping well with it, i supposed. Which of course, it has to. The best part is, im like a worker who work without getting paid caz i reach home late at night almost everyday. And not to mention, the never-ending piles of work to be done! Very unlucky of me, but i just havta go thru this.

A lot of things coming up pretty soon. CNY week celebration which is going to be our Recce week for OAC. Long weekends, but yeah, not like a free-time actually. On the saddest-but-i-still-havta-be-strong-and-go-thru note, the boy is left with only 2 weeks in Sunny SG before leaving for Taiwan for 3/4 weeks. Very sucky, but it's temporary. Oh yes, i need to be reminded of that every single day please. Hopefully i'll be fine and keep myself busy with lotsa workstuffs like i did the other week. And hopefully, i'll not cry like a babygirl, which im not gonna promise on that, hehehehe.

I am going to be fine I am going to be fine I am going to be fine.

Of course i am, aren't i? :D

2010-12-22T16:39:00.004+08:00

THE DESTINATION.

Even if it's for the couple of times in my life, we're leaving for Kuala Lumpur (KL) in just a couple of hours! :D And then, Sunway Lagoon as it is. How can i not be excited? It's been sometime since i've been there and it's gonna be my first time paying Sunway a visit. Pretty excited, i supposed. Maybe, i have yet to feel the vibes yet. But oh well, i'm sure it's gonna be a great week. Will be back till sunday ;D

And hey baby, i know you'll be reading this. Despite the fact that i'm coming back on sunday, i hope you'll have a good time back in the camp later and for the rest of the days. Enjoy your weekend, go out and hangout with your boys. Vice-versa for myself too, i'll have fun in Malaysia. And, i shall see you next weekend and we shall heed out and have our quality time together, just the two of us ;) Gonna miss you yeah, that's for sure. I'm gonna be just fine and you take good care of yourself too. Drop me a text whenever you feel like to, would love that! Ilyvm baby, miss you alot too. Xoxoxo.

Ya'll have a great holiday! :D

2010-12-16T20:49:00.004+08:00

First and foremost, thank god it's Friday tomorrow. And thank god it's the last day of school, which equates to last training for the year! How can i not feel so good when all of the assignments, projects and exams are over? It beats nothing better than this. Well, except for the preparation of being the next batch of co-member for OAC, and the proposal for next years trips and camps. Apart from that, im gonna have a great week next week since the familia planned for a one week holiday to Sunway Lagoon & Kuala Lumpur! How can i not be excited for this? It's gonna be my first time being there, Sunway Lagoon i mean. Oh hell yes it's gonna be lotsa fun! Especially if the cousins's gonna tag along.

It was definitely a hectic week this week - I mean, it's the last week of school

and of course, you're rushing for alot of things. But what can i say, tough times comes first, then it's all good. With that, i think i should apply the same principle for the other part of my life im going thru right now. Yeah, the boy is going thru Professional Term until March 2011. Comes February, he's gonna leave for Taiwan for 3weeks. Sounds scary right. But we're left with no choice but to still go thru it. I hope im gonna be real strong by then. But i think, there shouldn't be much of a problem, caz i know i can. I'll be busy with year-end exams, trips and camps by then so it shouldn't be much of a problem i supposed. I supposed =/

That aside, i was greeted by a news, more like a great news actually about next year's OAC trip. What's better is that, we'll be going to Indonesia by flight! :D Yeah, we're talking about flights right now dude, caz it's been 12 years since i last fly. Who cares if it's just Indonesia, it still counts! Besides that, Perak will be the other destination for our trip. Since we'll be organizing it, im sure it's gonna real cool.

What else eh. Oh yeah, for the last few weeks, i realised that there is something wrong with my eye-sight. I mean, i can't see and read things properly. I'll just fight with the classmate over the front seat. I always am gonna argue to just get the front seat. I mean, c'mon, if not how in the world can i see. Hahahaha pathetic but who cares. So yeah, it has been a problem actually. Mum was informed about my situation and guess what? I didnt even thought she's gonna let me wear them specs. And hell yes, im officially wearing specs right now. It doesn't looks ugly, just maybe, im not used to this look. Even the people around me. Heck, this is just for studying purposes. Next stop, Nike air-max 2010 sports shoe and G-shock analogue watch ahhhhhhhh.

HAPPY HOLIDAYS!

2010-11-23T22:17:00.006+08:00

JUST SOME COOL PIECE OF SHIT TO BE SHARED WITH YOU GUYS.

JUST FOR LAUGH #1.

TITLE: HOW I SNEEZE.

I don’t know how some people can sneeze like:

When I sneeze, it’s like:

HAHAHAHA DAMN RIGHT, I KNOW.

TITLE: WHEN I MEET MY EX, THIS IS WHAT HAPPENS:

I was like

He’s like

Then he walks off and I’m like

I see him and his new girlfriend and I’m like

Then she tries to start a conversation with me in front of her I’m like

In my head I’m like

She walks off then he walks off with her and he turns around be like

Then I’m just sitting there like

HAHAHAHAHAHA I JUST DIED :B

2010-11-09T22:14:00.004+08:00

A short message to my woman of inspiration

Dear Mimz,

I have yet to do something; which is to thank you. Exactly last 2years, i was all down and torn apart. I cried almost everyday, seeking help from you, calling you almost every night just so i could feel better, trying to figure out where i went wrong and all that jazz. It took me quite a while to recover, honestly. But you never failed to be there, all ways and always. And then 2years later, which is now, i’ve met the guy who’s 10times better than the previous. I smile everyday, all happy and cheerful. Im leading a blissful life, definitely. Thankyou Mimz, if it wasn’t for you, i wouldnt be that strong as i am today. You meant alot to me seriously. Now that happiness is around me, i can never forget you for this. May Allah bless you too((: Good things happen to people who wait - Mimz ♥♥

Loved always, DILLA.

2010-11-02T19:21:00.004+08:00

These 3 things are on my top priority list. And these three things inspires me to keep saving and just keep saving, eventho i know it's impossible to achieve this sum of money to purchase them. And again, these three things are the ones who's gonna make me understand what sacrifices means, cause i'm gonna put it on hold (for how how long it's gonna be, i'm still unsure) until the day comes whereby rolls of banks will grow on my jeans pocket. Like i once said, the only way i can get them is thru working. But thing is, i can't work at all. So, that's when sacrifices comes in. And that's when, i gotta keep extra care for the sports shoes which is gonna ripped anytime soon, the spare phone which i have no idea until when i can use them and the watch which, i've been dying for.

Nike air-max 2010 Sports shoes.

Just either of them will do me good.

Caz i've learnt my lesson to not use any slide phone or flip phone anymore cause it's the easiest way to throw all of my cash down the drain.

Unlike the ones above, it's something i don't really need. But it's something i'm dying for since forever. Watches is something i love since young and no doubt, i always go for the best watches around.

The analogue's really drive me crazy each time.

Digital's.

If there comes a time whereby you discover any way which i can watch some cash grow on trees or anything, do inform me. I need it, badly.

2010-10-28T18:18:00.005+08:00

Just when i mentioned how wonderful 2010 has been, it turns, well, almost 270 degrees around when i was given numerous number of proposals, assignments, projects, draft works and datelines to handle. And now that i have a new and greater responsibilities, that explains everything. Being a co-member in your own CCA which is well-known in other colleges is really hard. There's always expectations to meet. Anyway, i have yet to figure out what makes me accept this great task. Accepting new challenges and experiencing new stuff is definitely part of the reason. But oh well, this really needs a lot of commitment and time management. Alot of my free time will be burnt from now on, till December 2011 ends. But im sure, these sacrifices will be worth while one day :)

Again, just when i planned to work back in Zara GWC to have an extra income for myself this December, i was adviced not to. Because then, there's no way i'm gonna have time to work back again. Not only this new responsibilities was the main reason to why i can't continue my wish, but due to my long hours of schooling schedule too, it seems kind of hard. Without work, Sunday is the only day i get my day off to just laze around at home and get sufficient rest. But with work, will i still be alive? Now, that's a good question. Even though i havta find some source of cash for the things i need to purchase, i guess, that's when sacrifices comes in and i havta be patient about everything. Yes, that beloved LG phone is now half-dead and i have yet to figure out which tree is gonna grow some cash for me to purchase a new phone. Not to forget the current sports shoes which is in need to be replaced soon before it got ripped off. And well, the analogue G-Shock can still be on hold though. Well, we'll see.

2010-10-14T17:35:00.008+08:00

Go shawty, it's my birthday ;)

Right before the clock strikes 12 midnight, i was surprised by my family with a birthday cake after taking a short nap. It was surprising, yet nice for them to buy a chocolate almond cake for us - since we siblings share the same month for our birthday.

Before the boy brought me for our lunch, we actually dropped by my former workplace to pay the ex-colleague a visit. Well, it's been sometime though. It was really, really nice to meet each and everyone of them back again. Especially the bestfriend, Shumin for i miss working with her big time! Apart from that, the boss actually wanted me to work with them back again, especially during their upcoming sales period. Interesting, but, will consider about it once again.

Anyway, i have no freaking idea what's on his sleeve for the day but he actually brought me over to Fish & Co for our lunch. It was really great for a birthday meal i'd say. I was quite disappointed actually when he reminded me about his meet-up with his bunkmates. But it doesn't really matter caz i know he deserve his own time too. Then, we went on seperate ways.

It was then the time for me to meet Elfac, Naim and Farid. But it took them forever to meet me, only God knows why. It was frustrating to have me to wait for a solid 35 minutes in the middle of nowhere just for their calls on where to meet exactly. Frustrating enough? YES. Which after that, Farid told me to meet them at Vivo.....

And this is what happened.

YES, she made me walk round the rooftop with the blindfolds on. I bet everyone there saw me and wonder what in the freaking world am i doing.

But, this was what they planned initially ;)

Eventho he refused, i managed to grab Pai to celebrate his as well caz our birthday is just like, 5 days apart? I think.

Well, part of them who made it happen.

And yes, Elfac and him was the mastermind for this whole surprise thing.

The next day itself was the birthday celebrations for the October babies with the cousins. There's like 8 of us, so we celebrate them all at once over at Abang's crib. He managed to pull Hareez to join us and yes, he was there as part of the celebration too. It's been sometime since we cousins had a gathering (besides Hari Raya) and it was really nice to see each and every ugly faces of theirs back again :P Next time round, we should plan an outing like we did the other day.

Cheeky boys.

The 2kg chocolate crunchy cake from Royals which is worth your $90!

Tragedi oktober babies ;)

Eventho it wasn't his birthday, he too gets a bike. No, bicycle i mean.

And him, forever with his Buzz Light Years.

That's about it, it was really an unforgettable birthday i can say. For the past few years, i didn't even managed to celebrate them with anyone. Disappointments is something i always get every single year. But it changes alot this year. 2010 is really a blessing year caz good things have been happening to me lately, alhamdulillah. And so, i hope it stays the same for the upcoming ones and yeap, thankyou to you guys who make things happen. You guys have no idea how much it means to me((:

2010-10-08T01:01:00.000+08:00

AND WORLD, I TURN 18 TODAY ;)

2010-10-03T19:52:00.006+08:00

TIME TO POP OHHHH!!

It was the boy's POP yesterday. The parade is held at Marina Bay Floating Platform which i have no idea where it's located at hahahaha. And it starts at freaking 7.45 am in the morning :O I've never attended any parade at such hour but anything for this boy. It was scorching hot and i have no freaking idea how in the world the army boys can endure but they're totally great.

Now that BMT ends, it's like one burden down. But that's not the end, in fact, there's more to come. It's just a beginning. I wonder where he's gonna be posted to but oh well, where ever it might be, i'm really gonna be proud of him. Tough times doesn't last, but tough man do. And he's one fine tough man i know. Im sure he'll pulled thru. In any way it's gonna be, it's definitely gonna be tough for the both of us. No doubt about that. But i fret nothing. Cause, he's too beautiful for me to let go. Hey b, i really love you. Just know that.

2010-09-29T00:41:00.010+08:00

Kecoh-kecoh raya 2010.

27th September, Monday - Raya with the secondary gangs

25th September, Saturday - Raya with the usuals.

20th September, Monday - Raya with the girls

There you go, Raya pictures with different friends. And finally, im over and done with the visitings :D Till we meet again in next year's Hari Raya, Insyaallah.

2010-09-17T02:22:00.012+08:00

Riyan & Nurhan

Only 1/4 from the big family.

Mum's best buddies from Texas & Barcelona.

Bestest imported from Johor Bahru.

Still young and dangerous ;)

What was my dad doing at the back?

There you go, family of 5.

I don't think it's too late for me to wish so, Selamat Hari Raya to each and everyone of you. It's the 8th day today and i hope, the raya atmosphere is still being felt to you guys. Well, not for me though. Eversince the first day of fasting month, till the last day, to the first day of raya and until today, it's just feel like those typical normal days im going thru. No vibes, no atmosphere no nothing. Just nothing at all. Raya aint something i look forward for this year. Surprisingly. Visiting became boring. Unlike when we're younger, when visiting means getting lots of money from the older ones. Now that we're all grown up, theres nothing much to the things we look forward for. Hehehe

The month August and September has been treating me very greatly. I have a list of them where i can jot each and everyone of them down. But theres too much to think about for now. All i could say is, time flies so fast and all you could realize now is that, it's already mid of September. Few more months and we're going on a new chapter of a new year. Brilliant. Well anyway, for now, i guess, i have lotsa things to look forward to each week. Which is something nice though. Raya visiting (just havta bare with it tho its damn boring), the boy's POP, when he's on leave, the day im turning a year older, new semester starts, the boy's on a new place for something new and all that jazz. And i believe, before we know it, everything is moving on too fast.

Now that im already on holiday, it's more like i'm on sick leave. And it's frustrating and boring caz all i could do is to lie down and just get some rest. I mean, i should be going out than to be doing all of this. Well, what other option do i have besides recovering, right? Apart from that, fetching the boy upon booking out is already like a routine. Which is nice though, to have to meet him each week. Besides that, i have yet to know what other plans i have for the coming week. This is what you get what you're sick, totally hopeless and useless. Annoying much.

2010-08-24T01:47:00.006+08:00

I just need a spoon to scoop out his eyeballs caz he is trying so hard to make himself look like a gangster. Well, there you go! That's basically how he looks like right now, bald headed, skinnier than before and getting taller as well. Oh, not to forget, more manly, i see. Which is a good thing of course! Caz he definitely look sexier and more handsome compared to his long boring curly annoying hair :P

Having the chance to fetch him upon his book-out for the very first time was a pleasure. It feels so good to meet this boy after just one week of seperation i must say. Minus the no physical contact please. Rules are still rules, we just havta obey it. Anyway, we managed to hang around at his crib with his other family members. The never-ending stories is always there. The laughter and everything, it never fails to make me fall for him deeper. And to sit by his side and to watch him fall alseep is the sweetest thing i could ever do. Now, that was the best part of everything i'd say.

Then it was the massive dinner over at New Hawa with his big family and all of the other relatives during the Break-fast. It wasn't my first time meeting some of them, but the feeling of shyness is always there. But, it went on well :) We really had our tummy being filled, full! Had a short time together with him and his friend, then it's time to go on separate ways. Now, thats the crucial part. But we had no choice, even when we havta bid goodbye in the middle of the crowd. Even when we havta hold back our tears, we just havta do it. And we did.

Not much of a quality time together, but our day went fine last Saturday. Spending a total of 8hours together was blissful enough. And now, we're separated by 2 weeks once again, before meeting each other back again. One week of not contacting will be tough enough, but we just havta endure and be strong. But i'll be fine, and i hope that goes the same for him too :D Field camps will be hard, but we'll be strong for one another like you said we will, right Eventho i'll be in Malaysia on the day he'll book-out, we'll just havta keep it strong.

Before i forgot, i have no idea what has got into this boy caz he's been sucha sweetheart nowadays. Having him to call me beautiful is asking for a flipside of the world! I mean, he don't really compliments people that easily. Oh well ;) In anyway, things have been pretty well. Eventho there's no official status yet, but to me, it don't matter much though. Pretty well which include the approval from both parents of our individual sides. Yes, i have no idea my mum will agree into this. Which is sucha great relieve! Stay this way and mummy, i'll promise you, he's a great guy. He'll treat me good. Definitely. I'll bring him over to meet you soon.

Hai b, you know i'll always be here waiting for you, right? Just so you know, i love you, so much now. Xoxo.

2010-08-15T02:42:00.004+08:00

It was one of the toughest moment in my life. To have me go thru it all was hard, but how can i gain without any pain, right? I was so occupied by different kinds of things - schools, assignments, analysis, projects, proposal and all those rubbish. I kept rushing and chasing for time, managed alot of things at once and have everyone's back when no one has mine. The pressure is on! To see what i went thru was a complete disaster, you wouldn't wanna know. But fact is, no matter how strong i am at all times, i still crumbled sometimes. Which, i did. And when that happens, all i need was you to be right beside me, holding me tight, shed me tears away and tell me everything's gonna be just fine. But, as much as i know you can't be there, i still bare in mind that you're always there for me, mentally. And you eventually did.

It was one of the finest day, yesterday. It was superbly amazing to see you bald after forever. The exchange of never-ending stories has always been great. The tight hugs after so long was beautiful. I would love to have you the whole night, but that's impossible right. 4 hours of meeting one another is never enough, and im long for more. Caz you're the best guy i can ever get, share and have this all with. For you're one of the best things that has ever happened in my life, you really are.

It was crazy to have those guys to chase after me, despite to the fact that they just don't understand i only want you and not anyone else. That's when i felt insecure, and i still do. But, you shouldn't havta feel that way too. Caz you know how i am as a person. I don't care if they're chasing/fighting for me - i still choose you. It was hard going thru all this but nothing can ever change my mind nor can anything change my love for you, b. I am never gonna leave you. I will stay true and always here waiting for you. Simply because i love you and not anyone else. That's my word.

2010-07-30T01:44:00.004+08:00

Finally the day has come, it's time for you to serve the nation. 2 and a half weeks of confinement is tough. For you and for me as well. Mana taknya, baru kasi bid-goodbye message dah menangis. Yeah,i suck at this cause im a very emotional girl,i know right! :P Nevertheless, i know you can pull thru <: Apart from that, i really am looking forward for your text while you're in and the day when you'll book out. Eventho it's gonna be fasting month by then, heck, i still wanna meet you and give you my big fat enormous hug! ;)

Just so you know, when i say i'll stick to one, that just means i will just stick to one - which is you. And not anybody else. I ain't a flirt or whatsoever, and you know that. So, do have faith and believe in me when i say i will wait for you. 2 years is definitely long, but if there's a will, there's a way dear. Insya'allah nothing bad will happen((: And so, when you're there, just remember that down here, there's this young lady waiting for you with an open arm.

Finally after 2 long years, i'm in love ;)

2010-07-14T18:13:00.003+08:00

Now that we're left with 2 exact weeks, i wanna make full use of it <:

2010-07-11T17:20:00.005+08:00

The best feeling in life is when, you love that someone, and they return you the same feeling also. XOXO

2010-07-07T22:17:00.004+08:00

OAC BBQ GATHERING 2010

I had fun, they had fun, we had fun and it was fun of course! The setting up of shelter was absolutely chaotic but we succeed in doing it. Everything run on quite smoothly eventho it's drizzling in between. The BBQ was alright. Basically, everything's fine. It was a good experience and lesson learnt in handling and organizing these kinda event. Well, i've learnt and gained something from all this, definitely.

Apart from that, i've seen some changes around me. Be it situations, people, personality and characteristics. I am loving the changes. It somehow brightens up each and everyday of my life and made me feel that it's worth living in this world. I mean, since when it doesn't right? But, much more meaningful i'd say. What's important, it never failed to make me smile each and everyday. Now,that's the best part eventho it can cause my cheeks some cramps! But from what i observed, July is treating me very well in sense of everything and that's really great. Apart from that, this year's world cup is pretty awesome. Holland for the win! :D

2010-07-02T01:10:00.005+08:00

OAC IN PAHANG, JERAM BESU, 2010

Seems like my holiday isn't like one at all from the very first day. Whole week was burnt and i'm not liking it of course! I have got no time to complete my given projects and it suck big time. Thank god my assignments are settled. Despite the unfinished projects, i still look forward for school big time! <: Besides that, i still hope for more time since i'm staying at home and fixing it the whole time tomorrow, well hope it somehow helps. Other than that, we all have been putting in alot of efforts for the BBQ gathering and i hope, it will go on smoothly on the day itself. Cause you have got no idea how pressurized each and everyone of us are each day!

Apart from that, it's already July and how fast can time flies? Hope July will be a better month and will be a good one despite to the fact that Arisy's leaving for NS at the end of the month. Which is a good thing cause he'll go botak which is something i look forward for since forever. A bad thing cause, im pretty unsure yet why. In any case, just get it over and done with lah huh. I have never been this busy in my whole entire life, and it's stressful. But,im handling it greatly.

I'm gonna give my biggest on ever;

SIGHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH

2010-06-27T00:11:00.006+08:00

ONE OAC, ONE FAMILY!

FALCON clapclapclap FALCON!

The 5days OAC to Pahang, Jeram Besu was beyond awesome! Wish you guys were there to share the fun & great experience. The Paintball, Water Rafting, 4-wheel drive, Waterfall, Night cave, Jungle Trekking, Campfire and visit to Orang Asli Settlement was simply fantastic! The experience that we get & gain is definitely something we can't get anywhere else except for in Outdoor Adventure Club! :D

For the 5days, i'm sure each and everyone of us has really bond very well with one another. The sweet and sweats we shared together, it's just like us being in one great big family. How strong the bond is, no words can describe how much i really love them individually. I won't hesitate to call you guys my second family((: To my dearest group, Falcon. You guys must be a somebody~ hahahaha. Im really glad we're all in the same group! All the laughter we had, the crazy jokes and all, i can never forget them. Thanks for making them the best days ever! <:

Now that the trip had ended, i hope we still continue on the strong bond. I'm sure, after the normal training resumes, we can see ourselves as one big happy family! That's for sure. And so, i'm looking forward for the next stop, which is the BBQ Gathering this coming Saturday! Hope everything will go on smoothly and you guys still have fun, as much as you guys did during the trip. See you guys soon! XOXOXO

On a brighter/lighter note,

HAPPY 40TH BIRTHDAY MUMMY! LOVE YOU MWAH!

2010-06-20T00:42:00.003+08:00

It's already the 20th June today. Finally the day has come, where by you havta fly off to KL and then to Perth, where else me, i'm going for my expedition with my OAC mates to Pahang. Great coincidence for our individual trip on the same timing. It was pleasantly surprising yet beautiful to have a long 3 hours conversation with you last night, which is something we have never did before. It was nice, so nice that i didn't wish to end it.

Well, now that the day we're waiting for has come, i'd wish you to have a safe journey thru and fro. I bet, you'll enjoy yourself alot down there cause you guys have no idea how much he look forward to Perth all this while. And, apa-apa pun, yang paling utama and yang paling penting, jangan sesekali lupa untuk belikan i cenderamata/cenderahati okay? Hehehehe :P I'm looking forward for your return, big time! And till we meet again after 1 long month of not meeting one another. BIG HUGS! <:

2010-06-19T14:22:00.007+08:00

12th JUNE 2010,

BOTANICAL GARDENS TRY-TEST.

Though it's only the 5 of us remaining,i still had fun. The laughters in the air never failed to kill the atmosphere. I had fun. They had fun. We had fun though! :D I'd love to do more of this again, where ever it might be. Just us,the OAC-ians, which i have never get bored of being around with.

2010-06-12T00:52:00.002+08:00

Now,take a deeeeeeeeeeeeeep breath!

Finally,i can put aside those books, assignments, proposals, lectures, papers and notes aside, JUST FOR A MOMENT. Yes you're right,just for a moment. It feels so good now that exams are finally over,and i've not nothing to worry about anymore. What's more,it's already holiday! Double the jackpot! :D It's already the end of the week,thank goodness. Saturday is it tomorrow, and we're settling down for some impromptu outing with the OAC people. Yes to town, after sometime,for myself. We'll have fun eventho' not everyone will be there. But,it's okay ;)

Next week's gonna be a fast week. Intensive training on Monday, followed by those bag packing days for 3 consecutive days. Afterwhich, we're only left with 2days to rest and there you go, our trip to Pahang. I'm feeling the vibes slowly each and everday. And of course, i'm looking forward for it big time! We'll enjoy it,definitely!

2010-06-08T19:39:00.003+08:00

9 HURTFUL THINGS IN YOUR LIFE:

1. Bringing back the feelings you’ve learned to forget.
2. Reminiscing the good times.
3. Trying to hide what you really feel.
4. Loving someone who loves another.
5. Having a commitment with someone that you know wouldn’t last.
6. Shielding your heart to love somebody.
7. Loving the person too much.
8. Right love at the wrong moment.
9. Taking the risk to fall in love again.

Double bold for #9 please. The ones in bold are really what im facing or shall i say,have an impact on me. Come to think of it again,it's all true isn't it. And it's also something all of us went through. It's also true what they say,don't be too nice cause people don't tend to treat you nicely like you did. Don't put hopes when you're unsure if things will turn out as the way you want it to be. But,what if the person is the one giving you hopes? And at the same time wishing you had not? Tough,isn't it?

I went through so much. I've been hurt,CONSTANTLY. I gave my best. I did what i have to. I treat everyone nicely. But all i got was shits. I'd love to give it all up,i mean i can if i want to. But thing is,am i willing to do so? Which,i don't really think so. I knew this is happening,sometime, somewhere,i just knew it. I might have like you alot,but i have never ever fall in love with you. There's a difference if you realised. And so,now that it's happening,i hope i'm not shedding a tear cause all i can say is,i'm quite prepared for this already. I'm not going to bother as much as i did,before. But,you're still someone i look up to as a person. And i shall take the best from here.

Honestly,i don't need someone to love,you see. I just need someone who is willing to be there for me,listen to everything that i have got to say,ask me how my day was,willing to spare me a listening ear when i have stacks of problems,make me smile and laugh even for the slightest thing and most important thing of all,make me feel that each and everyday is worth being alive. I might have learnt my lesson,even when i did nothing wrong. But at the same time,i wish i shall not repeat them again cause i just think i'm being too nice. Whatever it is,i'll hope i'm over it,see it in a better and positive prospectives and yes,you're still of a good friend to be around with.

Long post after so long. This week is my last week of school. Holidays starts next week but i don't think it's one cause i havta come back to school almost every single day for the Pahang Trip preparations and trainings. Sleeping in school on saturday night,wishing i could be somewhere outside hanging out with the lovelies. But OAC-ians are the people i look forward to,more. Then trip comes,we'll definitely gonna have a great time. Bonding is something i look forward to upon being there. 11days to go,and it shall all happen. And to the rest of you,happy holidays and have a great one while you can! :D

2010-06-06T01:09:00.004+08:00

HAPPY BELATED 18TH BIRTHDAY TWINNY!

HAPPY BELATED 18TH BIRTHDAY ZANNA!

They are beautiful,aren't they? <: Anyway,their birthday falls on the same day which is on the 31st May,last Monday. I did managed to wish them on the day itself. What's more,me and Eyfar bought a small cake for Shakila (picture above) for a mini celebration :) And if you can see properly,she DO look like me and that explains why i call her Twinny. Majority thought we're twins and that we have LOTSA things in common! So many things,you wouldn't wanna imagine :D As for Zanna,i might not meet her yet,but soon perhaps! Miss you xoxo!

2010-06-06T00:47:00.006+08:00

Kelong Acheh

Heh,actually there are waaaaaaay more than this. Close to 6oo pictures i'd say. But the usual,i'm too lazy to upload more than what i could. hehe. In anyway,June has arrived. I hope and i can see that it's gonna be a GOOD month for me,eventho it's gonna be a tiring and fast one. I'm going for my another overseas trip to Pahang on the 20th. And this time round,it'll be a fantastic one as i'm going with my OAC-ians. First time going overseas with friend! yeay yeay! :D

So,i see no reason why i wont love June! :D I have lotsa things to do,settle and everything else. And i hope and i'm sure i can finish them on time and handle it properly. Holidays are coming,but it won't feel like one. But it's okay! Intensive trainings are horrible but i will start loving it cause,i have a great eye-candy for that hehehehe. And so,i hope you guys will have a great June yourself! Great day!

WHAT A TIGHT JUNE! <:

2010-05-27T12:50:00.004+08:00

HAPPY BEAUTIFUL 20TH BIRTHDAY,ARISY <:

While you're enjoying the whole of your time today on your birthday,i'll be going off for my overseas trip with my family and relatives to Malaysia. I wish you longetivity & prosperity. May you lead a beautiful life ahead and have a great day today ;) Besides that,i hope you'll keep the beautiful glass jar which contains 20 reasons why life is beautiful. But,life would definitely be beautiful if you were to ....

Till here,i''ll be leaving Singapore tonight for my vacation with the familia and yesz,a long weekend it's gonna be. Promise,i will share the gorgeous pictures that is to be taken upon being there. You guys enjoy your long weekends too alright! :)

2010-05-23T23:55:00.007+08:00

IT WASN'T WENT AS PLANNED. YES,THE SURPRISE WENT WRONG FOR THE THIRD TIME,FOR THE THIRD TIME MIND YOU. EVERYONE DIDN'T COORPERATE,NO ONE GAVE ME THEIR SUPPORT. FROM THERE,I KNOW WHICH OF THE PEOPLE I CAN TRUST AND I CAN DEPEND ON. I WAS SO FUCKED UP,AND I JUST CRIED EVEN WHEN HOLDING THE CAKE. THEY MIGHT LAUGHED,BUT NO ONE UNDERSTAND HOW MUCH IT MEANS TO ME. THEY DIDN'T UNDERSTAND AT ALL.

This was after i cried,that's why i look like this

HAHAHAHAHAHA to Altway's expression!

Apart from that,i really enjoyed each and every set that was performed by different bands. It was nice to be in there by just paying 2 bucks. There's nothing exciting to share but one thing for sure,i'm glad that the boy at least understand me and feel how i feel. Despite the ruined plan,he still appreciate it and yeah,he likes it. Thankyou for that. I hope to meet you this Wednesday before i'm off for my vacation. And to Elfac & Farid,thankyou thankyou so much for the HUGE help. I love you both <:

2010-05-15T21:45:00.002+08:00

As i promised,May's gonna be a tight month. Yes,no changes about it caz it still is a tight month like i said it would. It's already the second week of May,i couldn't believe much. Exams are just next week. But that wouldn't be much of a problem for me so long as i put in my best effort :) Apart from that,i've been loving my OAC big time,i don't mind repeating it for a couple of times caz i really do! And to the bonus part,me & my Twinny was chosen for being a part of the Penang Expedition this June! This is exciting and challenging but heck,i cant wait for this! :D

Speaking of overseas,my vacation day will be in 2weeks time also. Yes,it falls on Aris's birthday. Exciting much? Not really caz i've yet to do some smart plan out to make everything works. No,there wouldn't be any celebration caz i know he'd disagree. No presents, but a surprise,maybe. Interesting indeed but we'll see when the day comes.

Not really looking forward for the vacation caz my lovely sister ain't tagging along because of workstuff. zzzzzzzzzzzzzzz~

I don't mind however it's gonna be,whatever's gonna take place but one thing for sure; Life would definitely be beautiful if you were to treat me this way every single time. And that isn't gonna be just the only reason to why life is beautiful. Caz i have 19 more reasons why,for you. Wait for the day,wait for the time. It's all for you and just you :)

2010-05-10T10:17:00.006+08:00

(more of the pictures when i receive more of them soon!)

S'been sometime since i last update this shit but heck,i had a great weekend despite the fact that it was all last minute planned and that i managed to get it all arranged nicely. My friday's OAC training was tiring. Helleuva tiring and it's a killer i'd say. But to the positive side,i really enjoy it caz we did everything as a team,as a big family and go thru all the tough and rough together. We ran for quite a distance and the building up of stamina training was the hardest. But,we pull thru. We made it! A round of applause please! :D Not only that,as an impact to me individually,i managed to go thru it with the best stamina and it's all good now! I have no idea i'm this strong afterall! ;D

Moving on,that night itself,Aris managed to put aside some of his time to spend with me for a short while. Kind enough? NOT REALLY! Caz he was bullying me the whole time,which i don't really give a damn as he suck big time (the usual,nothing's new about him). HAHAHA. We had dinner over at Tampines and vroom back homey. I was so tired,i couldn't talk as much as i always did. And couldn't entertain and tolerate his nonsense as i could. Cause maybe,just MAYBE,i was abit sulky and sensitive when it comes to tiredness. HAHAHA i can be very girly sometimes,you have no idea! Back home,there's nothing more that i look forward to besides SLEEPING!

Saturday came. It's OAC outing to ECP. I came a little bit late,but i was there,still. The girls knew i didnt bring any spare clothing so they're genius enough to bring them for me and carry me all the way to the sea. It was fun,i'd say! We had our polo boys game,netball on water, throwing and flipping of one another in the water, and everything else that we could in there. We took alot of pictures and of course,the laughter never failed to be in the air tho' it was drizzling. I had fun,we had fun. Night came,it's snapping of pictures sessions and time to gather for some briefing before going for dinner over at Tamp (which i didn't tag along). And so,it was a lovely saturday with the OAC-ains and i can never hesitate to call them,My Second Family((:

2010-05-02T19:37:00.002+08:00

I'm finally recovering like,98% from my fever and sickness. Yes,finally and like seriously this time round. Cause for the past few days,the fever seems to come and go without giving any warning. HAHAHA. Well,glad that it all come to an end already cause this month gonna be a tight and tiring month which is filled with different kind of schedule and that im'ma need a whole lot of energy to make things move and work. Busy schedule,i don't mind cause im liking it of course! :D And what's not,i hope to see you soon cause i've not seen you for 2weeks now. Yeah,kinda miss you tho'.

One thing for sure,MAY is gonna be a good month! ;D

2010-04-29T21:35:00.002+08:00

I won't hesitate to pay Singapore's Universal Studio a visit for the second time! <:

Week's been pretty fine now that i've recovered almost fully i'd say. No more those fever cough flu and sore throat nonsense. Everyday,all i'm looking forward for is school and more of schools. Accounting has been treating me perfectly. The modules are great,tho sometimes the lectures brings me to sleep hahahaha. Nothing's new about me right <: What else can i say? I don't mind travelling all the way to Simei almost everyday caz i got the best college ;D What's not,i like it when i'm all occupied,especially with my assignments. Ain't it great to be this way! Now,who says school life is boring? <:

2010-04-24T01:18:00.003+08:00

I've had a long, tiring, rough and sicky week just for this week. I was down with fever for 3days due to the rain. And much more i can say hahaha. Thank god it's friday, it's the last day of weekdays. And i'm looking forward for my CCA as well so that explains why i love fridays too! Now,all i need is a long, smooth and good rest without any disturbance caz i know i deserve one. No plans for the weekends except to complete my assignments and have a good rest, that's the most important part! <:

2010-04-19T21:32:00.003+08:00

Friday night,i was greeted by Aris about him wanting to ask me out at the very last minute for dinner over at Simpang on saturday night. Yeah,i was abit surprised caz he seldom ask me out. Since i'm attending the gig the next day with Elfac and Shahfiq,i decided to think about it again so i could sort out my time equally for everyone. And so,i agreed eventhough i'm gonna sacrifice by not catching my Boneyards by Frameworks for the last time. Nevermind,going out with the boy is waaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaay better than meeting anyone and everything else! <:

And so,we're a little late for the gig,but that doesn't stop us from having some fun. I enjoyed it,a little bit. It was full-house so the crowd was energetic. ERIS was the shit,i've never get bored listening to their songs. Come 8pm,time to meet the boy at the corner of the street and we're off to Simpang. It was great as it wasn't as pack as i thought it could be. The food was marvelous,i'd love to visit them more often now i've learnt that it's not that far from my school. Everything was fantastic,i couldn't ask for more!

Then it was about time to heed back home. He was kind enough to send me down my block. NICE INDEED. I was yawning like an asshole,you have no idea. But hahaha,as much as i yawned,it can never beat to how much i laughed. He's damn funny and all i wanna do at that time was to squeeze him so he know that he suck big time. But yeah,he never failed to make my day,yes? What kind of ability do you have,i've been wondering! But i had a good day & night. Thanks for that! ;)

2010-04-13T20:17:00.003+08:00

Nothing more but just a very close friend at heart who is there for one another <:

Hai,i've been liking you,and i like you and i will still continue liking you. Just so you know,i'm a very determined person and i will only stick to just one - Which is you. A guy who is so honest,so beautiful,so strong,so gentlemanly and so amazing. Someone whom i can talk about anything under the sun,who can click really well with me and the one who never fails to make my day tho you annoyed me big time. I couldn't ask for more. Your warmth smile and hug can never makes me forget how to smile each day. Thank you for entering my life. It's really blissful. Let's us leave to fate to do it's job,yes? ;)

2010-04-11T14:40:00.003+08:00

Just so you know,i might have doubts and that something unpleasant might have been playing on my mind this couple of days,i don't care. You're the one whom i chose,you're the one i really like and you're the one i wanna be happy with. Even when it's gonna go wrong in between,i'll try to do something about it. On another note,i gotta thank a few friends,especially Hairi for the huge help. Passing of the surprise jeans over to Aris was chaotic. But,it ended up on his hand eventually. And i hope you'll love it,since it's something you really need in this world :)

Tomorrow's gonna be a start of a new journey in my life. Going back to school is something i really look forward for since it's gonna be a new environment. Since i'm gonna study the course that i love. Since i prefer schooling life than working life. But the idea of travelling from Bukit Batok all the way to Simei is frustrating. But i don't think i really mind caz i've got the best college so yeap <: All the best to me,and let's work hard for the bright future! :D

LET'S GET BACK TO SCHOOL BOYS & GIRLS! :D

2010-04-06T22:00:00.002+08:00

It was nice,it was beautiful. It was amazing,it was fantastic. It was fun,it was great. It was unexpected,it was unbelieveable. It was something i never thought would ever happen,it was something which i never look forward for. It was almost-perfect,and that i couldnt ask for more. When was the last time i felt something like this? 2years ago okay! But one thing for sure,it was one of my best day for this year :>

I may struggle a little,i may have upcoming obstacle. But,i don't fear. Cause i know,no matter what happens,you're still the one that i choose,at the end of the day tho' you suck big time and that you look like a Keling. This isn't my first time going for something like this,but for sure,i'm gonna give my best this time round. I can list down reasons why i am different from them other girls,cause i wanna convince you that,not every girls are the same. Nope,i'm not rushing. I'm taking my time in fact. But if i fail this time round,i'm not giving up THAT easily. Trust me. Oh hey! My mum says you're good looking ;D Jangan perasan lah,cause she still agrees with me bout you looking like Keling (Y)(Y)

2010-04-04T18:47:00.002+08:00

Hai,it's Monday tomorrow and i've yet to plan-out with that Keledek of mine about our outing. Just so you know,i really hope it'll be a good day just for the two of us eventhough i can sense that it's gonna rain tomorrow,but SO WHAT,i don't give my slightest damn about it <:

And on a brighter note,my family & relatives actually planned on a short vacation on the coming Vesak Day,which will be the end of May. We're going to the place all above the sea (Kelong Aceh) which is located at Mersing. We can just snorkle and fish the whole of our time,i don't care! Cause snorkeling is what i'm dying for since,forever. And what's better,my mum allows me to bring Reg along! Caz she understand how bad i wanted to go for a holiday with her,and that our vacation is cancelled due do some problems. But heck,we're gonna make this vacation happen! :D

2010-04-02T02:33:00.004+08:00

Honestly,im too lazy to post those pictures that i took on my last day of work! haha,next post perhaps? And sooooo,it's the 5th day since my contract ends and i have been sitting at home doing nothing but to laze around. Minus the part that i'm doing the houseworks and gets up early in the morning heh heh :> Nothing's new when it comes to home. Tv & computer has always been the best company,no doubt about that.

Moving on,no plans for the weekends yet. Planless,brokeless,planless and so on. I have no idea where i should go and who i should go out with. Now,that has always been the question,i know right. And so,im sooooo looking for Monday big time caz yeah,i'm gonna spend the whole of my time with that Keledek. And i really am gonna cross my fingers,hoping that he'll not be an asshole to not agree with my plans. Or if noooooooooot,i'm gonna turn nasty,he can never imagine! HAHAHAHA,right. And just so you know,it'll be a great day,TRUST ME ;DD

2010-03-30T01:24:00.005+08:00

28TH MARCH WAS MY LAST DAY WORKING FOR ZARA :'(

From the bottom of my heart,THANK YOU SO MUCH for being the best people around. You guys are the reason why i look forward to go to work each day. Thank you for tolerating my nonsense,craziness,loudness,hyper-activeness and most importantly,my unglamourous voice when singing Empire State Of mind in the stockroom everyday! ;D You guys are the best. And Aufa,thank you for giving me this job. If it wasn't for you,i wouldnt have sucha experience working in retail line and i wouldnt have met such beautiful people. I definitely am gonna miss each and everyone of you. Like,hell loooooooooot! But one thing for sure,i'll be back and work there one day,god's willing. And thank you for being proud of me for i am a good worker,as according to ya'll. And it's a pleasure to know that the door is always open for my comeback. I'll be back,definitely! It's a pleasure working in Zara GWC and thank you for making my FIRST job ever,an unforgettable one! Love you guys!

XOXO,DILLA BEYONCE' ;DDDD

2010-03-23T03:19:00.010+08:00

I OWE YA'LL PICTURES! ;D

MUSSYBART'S LEGAL 18 BURST DAY SURPRISE! (last saturday)

The people who made it happen :D

MUSSY PUSSY

Jakon tek pernah amek gambar dengan cake (Y)

ELFAC BABY!

My Keledek ;)

Cute kan Ajieeeeee! Macam Doremon.

The Kelings~

HAHAHA JANI HAHAHAHAHA!

Last saturday was his short birthday surprise. I was glad it went on smoothly and that everyone who was supposed to be there,is there. And that tho it was a simple one,everyone still enjoy the cake BECAUSE IT'S FREE,FROM ME! Muahahaha. That saturday itself,i went out with Aris 3 hours before meeting the rest. We had our late lunch together,then went about to everywhere that we can round Town. I had fun. He had fun too. We had fun and i never want it to just stop there. We shall do more of that again pleaseee((: So,im looking forward in meeting him whenever both of us are free. And you know,that trench jacket that you eyeing,it'll be yours in a months time yeah? ;D

AND NOW,THIS WAS OUR REUNION MEETUP PICTURES!

AND BABIES,WE SHALL GO OUT AGAIN BEFORE SCHOOL STARTS! XOXO

As for my latest update; I'm only left with 4days exact to work before leaving Zara!

2010-03-22T02:21:00.002+08:00

Told you he suck big time. Don't even know how to look at the cammy! zzzzzzzzzzzz~

EVEN IF SO,HOW CAN I NOT LOVE MY SATURDAY? IT WAS AWESOME! ;D

STAY TUNED!

2010-03-13T02:10:00.003+08:00

Last thursday was an outing for the 6 of us. S'been so long since we last met and you have no idea how excited each and everyone of us are. But sadly,Samad havta give it a missed. Nevermind,next time yeah! :D Anyway,Town was our option. We went everywhere and anywhere our legs lead us to,with laughter all in the air. I swear,theres no way i can't laugh when meeting them. Exchange of stories in between was awesome. Camwhoring and snapping pictures non-stop was absolutely fun! Simply everything,it's so fantastic and that we wanna do another one more before we are all busy for our individual schools. Now,i can't wait for that! I bet,you guys too ;DD More of the pictures when i have the whole of my time to upload,yeap!

Moving on. My Prettyboy Keledek has been so nice,so sweet and so cute,i have no idea why! HAHAHAHA. But,it was a great relieved when he's aware of how many dudes been telling me how big their crush is towards me,and that i don't give a damn at all,caz he has always been my answers to everything. But good thing is,he's fully aware that i so called dump those guys for him ;D MUAHAHAHAHA. But oh well,nevertheless,im still hoping it will all go slow and steady so that when the time comes,it'll be a great one. I'm not hoping for anything yet,just that i don't want any of these to end,at all. It's been pretty good now that everyone's aware of us \m/ And so,go figure your results and tell me asap loh. So that,if you pass,Fish & Co is all yours next week ;DD And now,we've been exchanging texts,and you have no idea how long i've been smiling non-stop. Thank you for that Muhammad ;D (actually nama dia takda muhammad lah kan,saya cuma tambah2 je)

2010-03-11T03:14:00.002+08:00

LATER IN THE AFTERNOON,IT'S THE MEET-UP AND TIME TO GO ROUND TOWN WITH THE LOVELIES FROM MY PREVIOUS 5A2. I KNOW IT'LL BE WONDERFUL,JUST THE 6 OF US. I CAN'T WAIT FOR THAT,OF COURSE! PLUS,I KNOW IT'LL BE A GOOD DAY :D

2010-03-08T15:12:00.002+08:00

You suck big time and you're sucha loser,for all i know. You're one big fat annoying bastardization and i feel like slapping your face each time your rough jokes come outta your bloody holy mouth. But whatever it is,I STILL CHOOSE YOU ;D

Weekends was great i'd say. For the past one week,i didn't managed to catch my proper sleep as once i'm back home,i'm busy with the cyber world which will lead me to have my sleep for just a couple of hours. Besides that,i too havta wake up early for work. Now,that explains why. Thursday was me off-day so i went down to College East to register my school stuffs with Reg & Mimz as a company. Afterwhich,we proceed on to Reggy's house for some interview-thingy going on from Mimz and yeah,meals from Maiden was awesomez (Y).

Friday was ED shift,so i planned to meet up with Elfac for dinner,supposedly. It was my PayDay also \m/ hehehehe. So,met her round town,then went about to find some stuffs and purchase some stuffs needed. After 2 hours of walking,we parted ways with a big hugs and yeap,that was my friday. Saturday is it,i was on ED shift instead of Early as we havta clear the stockrooms. It was sooooo messy,you can never imagine! We ended work at 6pm,so Elfac was being sucha dear to meet me first as i know,Mus and Reg will be lateeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee (the usual). So,we met with the rest at Heeren,then went on Lido for me dinner. Waited for few people to come about then went back to Heeren to meet the other half.

Keledek was supposed to attend something but it was cancelled at the very last minute. Thank god i took the initiative to text him and ask him TO COME DOWN AND MEET US AND STOP BEING A LAZY ASS TO JUST SIT AT HOME. And yes,he did! :D He isn't that useless afterall,i seee. We exchange a few rubbish as usual,and our day means nothing without any pinching and slapping of one another,especially me. Cause yeah,you guys havta know that he REALLY suck big time and annoying much (Y) But oh well,he still is ze best. And so,Reg & I left round 10.45pm and we trained back home. Elfac already left us at the very beginning as she havta attend some Family Dinner at Simpang,so yeap. That was me saturday.

As for today and yesterday,it was my off day again. And you have no idea how happy i am cause this is the only time i can sleeep and get my lonnnnnnnnnnnng rest than anyone else could! Besides that,it also give me the chance to complete my writing for me diary which im taking forever to update! hahaha. Oh well,i thought of going to Mustafa Center & Ikea to purchase some stuff today,but i'm kinda lazy to go out. Besides,i have no one to follow and accompany me. Hmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmm.

2010-03-05T01:03:00.002+08:00

The idea of Webcamming with Elfac and Azhar was funnnn. Elfac especially. Touring round each other's house was funnyyyy. Hehehehehe. Keledek come online faster,so we can do the same thing too! :DD

2010-02-27T01:15:00.006+08:00

After alot of hardwork,i managed to drag Ajie,Iszwan & Roy to join us for the hangout. It tooks alot of effort okay to ask them to cancel their swimming plan HAHAHA (Y). Anyway,we met at Vivo in the afternoon to slack. Nothing much,just us and some nonsense in between with some junk food from GIANT and few bottles of juices hahahaha. Ini case semua tengah kering habis. But yeah,it wasn't THAT fun,but at least in a way or another,it makes my day and i or maybe,WE had laughters in between. That's more important. Pictures are in a mess,so there you go :>

HAHAHAHAHA when everyone was playing around with Mizam's full-face helmet lol. Reg couldn't make it at the very last minute caz she have a job to attend to. So does Keledek,he got his graveyard shift. That left me & Elfac for being the only girls around. Afterwhich when she left,Saw came to join. And then,it's my turn to take my leave CAUSE IM WORKING FULL SHIFT TOMORROW AND IT SUCK BIGTIME PLEASE. But nevermind loh,next time round,we'll plan for something waaaaaay better than this. A picnic,A REAL PICNIC at botanical gardens okay! :D

2010-02-22T02:18:00.004+08:00

Last wednesday was my off day so i decided to spend my time with Reg since i've not met her for the longest time. Elfac was supposed to meet us in between after her job-haunting but she didnt managed to make it caz she's rushing for time. That doesn't matter,we can always meet the next time yo! :D So,me & Reg catched Tooth Fairy. I must say,The Rock never failed to impress me with his movies (Y). Afterwhich,we headed down to Heeren for Subways since 1. Reg have not tried Subways before. 2. The foodstalls around Fareast is closed,KENTAL!

Afterwhich,we walked around Somerset 313 with hopes that i could find my freaking maxi dress that i've been searching for quite sometime. But nah,we didn't. Instead,i bumped into a couple of friends around. I have no idea they were around town too on that day. But not only me,Reg too bumped into her friends round there,all at the same time and place. So,we used our remaining time to sit down and hangout with them. Her friends are \m/ And i loveeeeeeeee smacking that Halimination guy caz he suck big time,he really do (Y) And Su,is damn sexy lah kan. Oh well,it was a great night afterall! :D

Moving on,last friday was my ED Shift so i chiong all the way down to Blackhole from me workplace so that i won't miss Framework's set. And it was kinda awkward walking down that alley alone,for the very first time. Selamat yang lain semua dah ada kat sana! HAHAHA. All i could say is the gig was TWO THUMBS UP tho' Elfac & Reg wasn't there to enjoy them with me. Seksa kubur has always been the shit. Everyone was pushing forward and i was from work,so i wore SLIPPERS,MIND YOU. As you guessed,my slippers went missing. Instead of enjoying the fun,i bend down to search for them,AND I FOUND IT! What else? I raise it up high and tell everyone about it tho' they pay no attention muahahahahaha.

Besides that,everything's normal. The crowds and friends,they're insane. Some even sprained their ankle,others are injured in every different way. And i did too,thank you. But i had fun,i definitely do! So,June come faster caz we're all really looking forward for CHILL UH MAG 2! :D On another note,i'm miss that smelly boy cause he's been busy with his exams. But on a brighter note,he's left with 3 days and that's it,everything's gonna end and he'll be all mineeeeeeee like he once did before. MUAHHAHAHA. I'm so looking forward for that. And hey,no matter how great or how good they are as a person,i still choose you! I do :)

2010-02-17T02:10:00.004+08:00

I don't know how i should start with but,theres just alot of things happened. And i need you to be there to listen to every bits of it,caz you've yet to listened to them you see. I don't know how and what you did,but i've been missing you lately. No,i'm serious you loser.

It doesn't matter how many of them are fighting for the place,fighting for me and it doesnt matter how close they want me to be with them,i'll still choose you. It doesnt matter how sweet and nice they are,i still choose you. It doesnt matter how great they are as a person,i still choose you. It doesnt matter how kental and merepek you are,i still choose you. It doesn't matter to the fact that you suck BIG TIME,i stil choose you. It doesn't matter if you're a big loser,i still choose you. It doesn't matter if you like to wipe your wet hands on me,i still choose you. And,it doesn't matter how many girls are dying for them,they want me? I STILL CHOOSE YOU.

Cause of everything i did and happened,i always bare in mind that you're the best thing that happened in my life so far,and i wanna make full use of it. I really do. And,i know it just takes alot of patience and stuffs. And if i can pull this through,reward me with something worthy. Or if not,tell me as early as possible just so i can erase everything. But,it won't happen. I KNOW.

2010-02-13T23:10:00.002+08:00

Hai,theres just a few things that i needa do. ONE,i needa go Ikea and purchase a few things in order to make my creative work happen. TWO,i really havta watch Fairy Tooth before it ends in cinemas. THREE,i really needa go on date with Elfac & Reg so that i can make my surprise for them happen. FOUR,i really really need a day out with my Hilly girls to Sentosa on Wednesday since it's my off day,and they're not working. FIVE,i seriously need one powerful magic power to actually tell that freaking Keledek,i'm missing him badly now. BUT WHY? Now,thats a good question.

It's saturday today and it's my freaking off day. Theres just alot of people asking me out here and there,there and again,but i still can't decide whom i should spend my time with and WHERE. I woke up with my mum asking a favour from me. From a favour,it leads to house chores and a little bit of cooking. WELL NOT REALLY A BIT BUT ALOT! And it actually leads to 5pm and i've yet to take my bathe at that point of time. So,i made up my mind to cancel everything and take a good shower and listen to some good musics on ipod AND CATCH UP WITH ME SLEEP. Cause i'm in need of a good long rest badly. And i managed to do so. Thank god.

It's another off day tomorrow,but theres already a plan instore for us. We'll be having a mini BBQ over at our aunt's place. It's definitely something im looking forward to since almost all of my cousins will be there. Not to mention,my adorable nephews,only god knows how much i miss them all! Monday will be another working day and i'm taking part in Shipment,thank god it's not a heavy one. I love next week's schedule cause my off days falls on the day i really want and yeap i hope i can do something to fit Keledek in my schedule after work. So does him. Hey,i miss you like seriously.

2010-02-10T15:35:00.003+08:00

I like it when you finally planned on us to meet when you are free from everything. I like it when you called me to tell you'll be outta house very soon. I like it when you called me upon reaching and that we're actually at the same place. I like it when i turned behind,and i saw you right before my eyes even tho' we're separated by a road. I like it when you greeted me with a warmth smile which will always melt me heart. I like it when i told you how hungry i was and you wanted us to have dinner and leave the other friends behind for a moment. I like it when we walked,side-by-side,near to one another. I like it when we wanted to cross,i ran and shouted AH SAYA NAK KAHWIN! AWAK TAKNAK KAHWIN KE? and that i makes you laughed. I like it when you sat infront of me and watch me eat.

I like it when we talked non-stop like as if the whole world is ours. I like it when you bullied me. I like it when i kept emphasizing on how KENTAL and MEREPEK you are. I like it when we laughed at one another. I like it when you told me to show you my armpit as you wanna spot-check them,ITS FUNNY OKAY! I like it when we're walking,you scare me from the back to cross when it's actually turning red! MY REACTION WAS HILARIOUS! I like it when you brought me to your former workplace and that i give you a great 1 minute laughter. I like it when you're trying so hard to find me at the bookstore and i just ignore you caz i just want you to find me! I like it when we tease one another about our "lovers". I like it when i made you laugh with my random-ness. I like it when we went to the guy's brief's section and you told me what you once encounter.

I like it when we actually havta U-TURN to 313 Somerset when they didnt organized the surprise plan properly. I like it when we bully one another. I like it when i pinched your "dead meat" so hard and you felt nothing,how dumb can i be! I like it when you're trying so hard to pinch me. I like it when we argue about purple lights. I like it when we shared the cake together. I like it when i feed you the cakes with my bare fingers,and that you ate and lick them from there thrice. I like it when we splash water at one another after coming out from the toilet. I like it when you wipe your hands to my back and face just to make it dry,and that i got mad. I like it when you touched my back,then realising i was perspiring abit,and i blamed you for that. I like it when you hugged me when i was so blur on how to cross caz the vehicles kept coming in. I like it when you send me to the mrt. I like it when you told them,yes you're with me now. I like it when you hugged me goodbye. I like it when we realised that my leather jacket is in your bag!

I want it to happen again simply because i like it very much! ;D

2010-02-07T00:35:00.003+08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY RARAUUUUUUUUU!! ;D

Like i said in my previous post,my saturday awesome big time lah. I town-ed all the way with different kinda people. Elfac & Keledek definitely made my day,BIG TIME. Also,we actually had Raudha's 19th birthday celebration going on in between my time,it was nicee :D The cake,the surprise,the people,it is nice. Apart from that,i walked the whole of my time finding my cousin's stuff before meeting Elfac. She bought her denim jacket which is SO HOT LAH KAN! K jangan kembang please. Then,went around again with Elfac,which of course we had conversation and laughters in between cause i never failed to make her laugh with my stupid jokes (Y)

Come evening,i was greeted with a tight hug from me Keledek. He wore black and he look so good even tho' he didnt shave clean his freaking face! SO MACAM KELING LOH DIA! It was definitely a pleasure going out with him even tho' we talked rubbish and bully each other the whole time. Pinching one another and splashing water in the face was cute enough to stay on my mind till now. And i wanna thank you for your time even tho' we have to walk here & there,thru & fro,you still don't mind so long as the conversation is still going on. I swear,i never get bored with you around me. And not to forget,my jacket which you place inside your bag as a favour for me that actually leads to me forgetting to claim them back from you was nice. I think,it's just fate or something lah,that you know wants us to meet and spend time together again. EH TAK LAH HEHEHEHE ;D Full shift tomorrow and i'mma hit the sheets now! Nighty nights!

2010-02-06T02:25:00.002+08:00

How much more enlighten can i actually be right now? SO MUCH OKAY! hehehee. ONE,the manager has been greeting me upon seeing me in his mac'dee then we talked to one another like we've known for so goddamn long without even feeling so shy (Y). TWO,i received a text from Keledek telling me he'll be free at 6pm onwards tomorrow and can meet me and spend the rest of his time with me HOORAAAAYYY! Double my (Y)(Y). THREE,i finally managed to drag someone to company me for my shopping tomorrow round town area,which is my only cousin actually. Cause apparently,she wanted to puchase something as well there so,JACKPOT! FOUR,i finally managed to get my belts that i've been wanting for so long at the cheapest price! $3 okay,where can you beat that?! FIVE,the manager actually made my day the whole day by talking to me twice in a row and yeap,he shared with me the chocolate he had! HEHEHEHE :D

Tomorrow is my off day triple (Y)(Y)(Y). I'm going down to my workplace with me cousin to collect my stuffs and ipod from my manager,then i'm treating her to mac'dee. YEAY EVERYDAY MAC'DEE SO GOOD! And also,apparently that manager is working tomorrow so yeap! It'll be a great eye-candy for the day. HAHA. Afterwhich,we'll bus down to town and till 6pm,we'll part our ways to meet our own boy. GREAT LAST MINUTE PLANS,WHICH WILL DEFINITELY MAKE ME DAY. That's a promise. But,i've yet to think,where in the world should i spend my time with Keledek after our dinner,eh?

2010-02-05T02:22:00.002+08:00

Even tho' the ez-link coverted to adult's fare issue ruin my morning,but i still love yesterday. I'd mark it as one of the happiest day in my life! YES,i've been eyeing this Mac'dee's manager at my Great World City. What can i say? He's so handsome and sweet-looking. Even my keledek can't beat him. So smart,so good looking. So for this whole month,he's been smiling and yeah,i did too. Heheee. Somehow or rather,something took place and that he actually talked to me. Thanked me about it and came closer to ask for my name etc. Zomg,infront of all of his workers and other managers? HOW MUCH MALU CAN I BE? SO MUCH OKAY! hahaha. And it was nice when he actually shook me hands to start the friendship. As i walked,i turned and he was there,standing 1.75m tall,staring and smiling at me. Aiyaiyai,there you see,it really made my day,BIG TIME.

But not to worry,Keledek is always in my heart okay! Chey,hahaha. Okay and now,this boy has issues lah. Yes,keledek. I booked him a week in advance,still his friends managed to book him waaay before i do. Super eh! And now,he's still unsure for saturday's plan. Yes,payday today and i wanna go out for my whole saturday night and to purchase me stuffs. But i need company please. Everyone sounds so busy with own plans. Even keledek,he has work etc. Lagi nak attend friend's second-time celebration! Mari sini lah,keluar and dinner dengan saya! EH TAK LAH. But yeah,please please please try to make saturday happen. Earlier in the afternoon,i'll just drag someone with me,doesnt matter bout that. You'll make my day,definitely.

And to you,i'm so glad that someone actually managed to replace me. Not literally replace but yeah,still. I don't mind tho' it disturbs me a little bit here and there caz nah,i've already got my own choice of person. So,me wish you all ze best okay! You're still a great person,yes you are. And on another note,me parents going on KL-honeymoon trip again! Zomg,hahahaha. But oh well,im proud that i actually gave them 200bucks for shopping spree. Tell me that i'm a great daughter! :D

2010-02-01T01:40:00.003+08:00

Last two days was Aufa's last day working with us at Zara GWC. It was sad of course. That's the only feeling i had. Felt the sadness even when he's giving his last briefing with us before we start our respective shifts. I thought he's gonna be gone just like that before even bidding goodbye to me. But no,he remembered me as always. Macam mana boleh tak ingat,saya baby dia kat sana apa! HAHAHA. He go thru all the hassle to just look for me and to give me 2 long & tight hugs. It was sad,really sad. Cause,that is the only way we bond closer as cousins. Before that,we don't even know we're related. And i guess,i'm the only person whose close to him eh! So abang,when's the next time we're meeting? I swear,i'm sooo gonna miss your CHANEL PERFUME PLEASE! :(

HELLO FEBRUARY! MAKE IT A GOOD MONTH FOR ME YEAH? :D

2010-01-27T22:17:00.003+08:00

Today,i received a news telling me that i'm posted to ITE COLLEGE EAST for Accounting course,which apparently is my second choice. That somehow made my day a lilttle,tho' i didnt get Hospitality,which i really wanted. But yeah,i definitely will try my luck in appealing for that as getting into Campus at CCK is the best thing ever as i didn't needa travel that far compared to Simei's. Either way,i don't really mind tho caz i'll still study hard and see the bright future awaits me. I know i can get myself up after falling down to the lowest. I know i can!

On the other hand,what made my day today is when i've already figured out the places which actually sell the checkered shirts that i've been wanting for so long at an affordable prices. Not only that,Keledek actually suggested us in meeting each other this Saturday since he's free (provided he doesnt havta attend any band sessions/jamming) upon knowing that i have sooooooo many things to tell & share with him. Either way,i'll try to switch my day off if possible so i can spend the whole of my day with just you((: Or if not,we still can have lunch and dinner together in between my breaks. Or i can switch to Early Shift instead of Late! Heheee =D Isn't he nice? Indeed he is. As for me,i'll just do my part in order to make things happen. And that,makes my day alot and draws a smile on my face. Thank you smelly boy,you're great at making me smile! :D

2010-01-25T19:21:00.002+08:00

I HAVE NEVER BEEN SO SAD IN MY LIFE. TO THIS EXTENT OF SADNESS WHERE MY TEARS KEEP ROLLING DOWN. DEAR STRENGTH,I NEED MORE OF YOU PLEASE :'(

2010-01-25T02:22:00.002+08:00

It's true when i said,i don't really need all of that now. It's true when i said,i have so many things that i needa accomplish before love. It's true when i said,love can come later caz it can never goes away when it's already fate. It's true when i said,my goals and aims are my first priority before anything else. It's true when i said,i havta be something before i'm someone's. It's true what i said,i'm still not ready for anything like this. It's true when i said,i still have a long way for this. It's true. But still,i miss you.

It's sad when one by one,is leaving Zara GWC :( It was Kakak Stella,last 2weeks. And yesterday,it was Micheal's turn. Afterwhich,on wednesday it'll be Jolyn,Jasmine,Jerome and Z's turn. Come saturday,it's Aufa & Chester pula. AIYAH! Why does great people doesn't stay? :'( :'( Especially Micheal and Aufa,definitely gonna miss my two sunshine very much. Parted with Micheal by a card i wrote for him,he really deserved it. I wouldn't be what i am without his guide. Sucha gorgeous person. Sigh. I'm supposed to leave this week too,but my manager extended my contract for another 2 months as they said i'm a good worker :D and that i'm starting school on April. That is,i still have lotsa time to waste during this long break. So,there you go! :D

2010-01-20T02:58:00.005+08:00

I hate the fact that i havta keep asking myself if you'll actually make things seems a little bit more different than usual or it's just that i'm just too afraid to lose you or it's just that you're too occupied with works and school. On the other hand,i love the fact that i havta think about you every single time round the clock even tho' it's unnecessary and that what happened the other day,kept playing on my mind. It might seems a little tough,but i know we or maybe,i can endure this. This is when we really say,we ARE taking things very slowly((:

On the other note,we,the GWC staff received a sad note from our Head Department. Informing us that Aufa (our manager,my cousin) & Chester (our cute staff) will be transferred to Vivo's Outlet with the effect from 1st February. And,that sucks big time. Why must they leave before me? :( They're like the nicest person on earth,especially my Aufa. Like,he really makes my day and how am i supposed to continue my another 2months of working life without looking at his handsome face? MY GODDDD :'(

Look on the bright side,today's Wednesday and i'm meeting my Reg & Elfac! :DD Prolly Altway & Fyee too if they're around as well. HEH,CAN'T WAIT,SO SEXCITING. They'll definitely make my day,as everrrrrrrrr :D

2010-01-17T02:01:00.004+08:00

Muka Keledek yang penat/mengantok/mintak kena tumbok

I wasn't prepared for any honest conversation with you,at all. But i was glad we had one and that you gave me the chance to speak. Everything's like finally outta chest already. Not much actually,but still. And i'm glad,we both actually came to a decision of putting our priorities first ahead before anything else. Commitments,it can come later,i don't really need that actually. All i need is just you,being there for me when i need someone to whine at,for wise advices and for a shoulder to cry on. And,vice versa. That's all that matters((: Hope the chocolate actually made your day in a way or another,even tho' you havta share it with the rest yang kpo nak mintak sikit jugak lah kan hahaha.

It was nice when you're the first person to gave me a warmth smile even tho' it was a distance away. It was nice when you greeted me with a tight hug when we're standing infront of one another. It was nice when you wanted us to share seat since there's no more chairs around for me. It was nice when we exchange stories like nobody's business. It was nice talking to you and that you kept looking into me eyes. It was nice when you actually DID really U-turn just to meet me again as you forgot you havta collect something from me before you left. It was nice when you told me to look behind on the phone as you're at my back. It was nice when we took pictures again and again till we had a decent one and we're soooo not shy at all.

It was nice when we had our time of our own at the corner of the dark street,just you and me. It was nice when we had an honest talk and we tell everything that we could to each other. It was nice when you wanted to feed me the chocolates into my mouth. It was nice when i sat on your bike and you stood infront of me just to talk to me face-to-face. It was nice when i send you back to the place where you place your bike just to bid you goodbye and to look at you for the last time. It was nice when i have you around to make my day today. And it was nice to the fact that,i took the risk and make things happened today.

Paperheart #1: " I wanna be the person to brighten your life,even tho when i couldnt brighten mine " Yes,i like you and you knew that tooo.

2010-01-16T00:54:00.002+08:00

How do i start? OKAY MY MORNING! It was so horrible as it got me traumatised right after one motherfucker SQUEEZE MY ASS inside the train! Yalah,that fucking Bangladesh,he thought he's sooo coooooooooool and that i won't realised that. What else can i do than to actually gave him one BIG FAT ANNOYING PUNCH IN THE STOMACH! Thank god,i have one Black Negro guy to back me up and helped me to tell the Bangla off. He's damn annoying lah,especially when he gave a pity face. FUCK YOU,i should have gathered some courage to actually bring you to the Police or something. The next time i see you,i'll break your fucking neck. Don't mess with me bitch.

My work was fine as i was in the Early shift of course. Time passes very fast. Then,right after work,i went down to Vivo City to check out my Everlast slip-ons and some clothes around. Afterwhich,i met Ira,Fiz & Sasa for dinner. Well,we didnt ate. Only Fiz did. HAHAHA,then might as well asked him to makan sorang-sorang kat rumah kan! HAHA. Then after,we parted our ways and i bussed home from Harbourfront. I was damn sleepy loh,i didnt even realised there's a cute guy infront of me! Okay,lie. Haha. Oh well,i had Mac'dee for lunch today and the CUTE MANAGER isn't around. He's on leave/off day or what! 3days havent meet already. And Keledek want a punch in the face tak? Never reply my message,you so busy ah you Busyness Man! :D

I wanna do something out of the box tomorrow just to make it happen tho' i know i havta take the risk and yeah,anything to see you and to make you happy,Keledek ;D

2010-01-12T01:21:00.002+08:00

I've discussed with me family and ive decided to take Hospitality instead. Caz i asked my friend who took that course to actually tell me what they do exactly. And what they did,is what i wanted. Plus,in that course,im gonna learn about Event Management as well. That course is wideeeeeeeeeeee. So it has everything all wrap up in one. Well,that's my interest. So,ive decided to take up that course at ITE Clementi. Come July,i'll be transferred to ITE Choa Chu Kang also mah. It'll be damn easier for me as it's near to me houseeeeee. And i definitely will study hard so i can prove to everyone,tho' im in ITE,its not the end. And that i can still study,succeed and go poly. Insya'allah i can do it. Caz i'm never a person who gives up easily,i know i dont. And i thank the people who still stay by my side tho' i suck sometimes and still beliving in me. I appreciate that alot <3

2010-01-11T19:04:00.004+08:00

I was confident caz i studied REAL HARD. Little did i know,this is the outcome. Of course i'm sad & disappointed. Nevertheless,i am still proud of myself for putting the BEST effort and for going thru a tough year in Sec 5. I know im NEVER a person who gives up easily,this is just a start for me. THREE CHEERS FOR ME! :D And now,who wanna treat me to a meal? xD

On another note,thank you Reg,Aris,Mimz,Mus,Fiz,Zamy and Dad for being the nicest person on earth. And for being soooooooooooo damn concern and understanding and feels me. They know i did my very best,they really do. They see it. But oh well,though i get a sucky results,they still is there for me. They still support me,they still do. And,that's just enough to erase all those tears in my eyes. I love you all,alot. You guys know how much you guys meant to me,individually :) And the best part was,i had ICE CREAMS to make me feel good. And now,i already am feeling good! :D

WHAT'S MY NEXT STEP? STAY TUNED!

2010-01-05T00:32:00.001+08:00

PAST MIDNIGHT = FIRST PAY DAY BABY! :DDD

2010-01-01T02:25:00.004+08:00

You were nice. I was nice. We were nice. Everyone's nice. The feeling's nice as well. Upon my arrival,you're the first person i look out for. You weren't there. Minutes passed,then i saw your shadow. It was really you. I went forward,and stand before your eyes. You seem so cute and nice,you give me a casual hug. I was liking it,of course :D I had my supper,and wanting to share it with you,but you were too full. You smiled. && I was liking it,of course :D I havta be home,caz i'm working tomorrow morning,i went about to bid goodbye to everyone. You're the last person whom i went up to. You gave me another smile,which really melts me inside. I was liking it,of course :D I told you how i spent my money and you told me not to be a shopaholic and i told you i wasn't one. You told me to save my money for important uses and you told me not to spend unnecessarily. I agreed,and i told you i'll heed your advice. We bid goodbye by giving each other a tight hug. I was liking it,of course :D Then lastly,i asked if you were to drink like them others,and you gave me a warmth smile and told me not to worry caz you don't. I WAS LIKING IT,OF COURSE! :D

I wanna start my 2010 with you,JUST YOU.

2009-12-31T02:03:00.003+08:00

It's incredibly insane to realise that 2009 is coming to an end. Prolly,i was just so occupied with works and stuffs and that i didn't even keep track of the dates. Yeah,it's eve of New Year already,now. 2009 has been kinda ah-okay year for me. It wasn't the best,it wasn't the worst either. There wasn't new love,there wasn't commitments. Which is the almost the best part. Single throughout the whole year eh :D And besides,yeah i've managed to complete my O'levels tho' it suck hardcore. Meet new awesome people,get to know people,this and that. It was a pleasure. I've not met only ONE of 2009's resolution,that is my SEXY LEGS,but will get it done by early 2010! HAHA. So,wishing you guys a HAPPY NEW YEAR and yeap,may Gold bless you pretty peoples yeah! ;D

On another note,Thanks for the huge favour you've done Zamy. It was appreciated alot,tho' we're lost on your way back home,and that you made me have cramps all over. Me love your black HOT scrambler alot,and the razor helmet,damn hot loh! Thank you okay. And Keledek,happy typing your gonna-deadline reports. Miss awak loh :( OH YEAH! MY KACHING KACHING JUST MASUK TODAY! NYEAHAHAHAHA,200 richer man! ;D How can i not be happy? Ini baru 200bucks,pay belum lagi okay! hahaha Zara's on sales too and im'ma buy those HOT dresses,tomorrow! :DDDD

ME COUNTDOWN WHERE? WORKPLACE LOH! TOMORROW LATE SHIFT LEY!

2009-12-28T18:21:00.004+08:00

Everyday is pretty much interesting to me and i'm liking it very much. Days filled up with different kind of people,different behaviour and different things. It's definitely a pleasure working at a fabulous place though it's very tiring. No,im not whining. And we're all wondering,how will the Rebahas week will be. Of course it'll be damn busy. But we'll definitely have fun in between. HAHA. Preparation starts tomorrow,and i'm on late shift. Plus,i'm getting my cheque tomorrow! How can i not be anymore excited? :D

And now,i'm missing them all. Theres just so many people i havta meet and catch-up with. Reg will always be the person i havta go out with when i'm free,she's not an option anymore :D Yesterday was the final day i'm staying alone. And now,family's on their way back to JB. They'll reach home around approx 10pm. Yeah,nothing exciting loh. As for me,my stomach's been good today. I'm only coughing but oh well,it's pretty normal. I've did myself proud by doing all of the chores at home today,i felt good. House so clean,woooooooh. Today,im thinking what i should do for a first surprise. I see how lah eh. Abang Aufa,you'll get your part too! ;D

2009-12-26T01:33:00.003+08:00

You're so nice,and so beautiful. Infact,the nicest person ive met this year. So honest,so mature. I don't wish to let you go,nor do i wish that you'll leave me just like the others did. Somehow,i can sense it'll happen tho i doubt it. I know i'm a good person,i just need that one chance to prove them that im right and that i'm worth being with. Just this once. Just you.

2009-12-25T00:38:00.002+08:00

First day of being an orphan suck big time. But haiyah,i still have 5 more days left to endureeeeee. But i like it that everything is about me,JUST ME and that the home is all mine that i can take good care of! :D On another note,i am proud of myself for giving a sum of my own money to people who asked for donations. It made me feel,so goooooood ;D i'm starting to become a big girl now. And,i wanna lunch/dinner with you tmr loh sexy.

2009-12-21T16:07:00.002+08:00

Work has always been fun although i suck sometimes. And yeah,it pressures me mentally as i'm actually trying my very best to makesure everything goes on perfectly tho' i've only worked there for 2weeks. But,i don't wanna make that as a reason why i can't be like them others. Oh well,i know i can somehow make it happen,i just need to focus. It wasn't that hard afterall. And even when the customer mock at you after knowing that they're in the wrong,i still havta look good. Haiyah. But i'm pretty much in love with the coming working weeks. Know why,caz there won't be anymore " CAN I HAVE A NEW PIECE FOR THIS SHIRT,PLEASE " HAHA,Fuck no.

Anyway on another different note,i had a friend who eventually came down all the way to surprise me and that to company me when he knew that i'm actually having my dinner alone at Mac'Deee. It was really nice and yeah,it really made my day. THANK YOU KELEDEK :D

2009-12-17T21:04:00.003+08:00

Nowadays,i feel like i'm all alone,i'm all by myself. I didn't feel the love anymore,not from anyone. Yalah,except for the fact that my cousin is getting more and more closer to me though we've JUST realised we're related and that he's been taking good care of me caz we're working at the same place. Besides that,no,i didn't have anything. Not from the love of every perspectives. Friends,buddies,them,all of them. From a lover? That'll be a hundred years from now i guess. I just envy people who have them,who can feel them pretty much. But sadly,when they have/achieve it,they didn't appreciate it. Damn annoying.

And now,they are all pretty much excited for their holidays next week. Me? Fuck lah,i havta stay at home and work. Sibei lanciao. Of course i'm mad,i havta stay here all aloneeeeeeee and them,enjoying themselves in another part of the world. No food,no money no nothing for 5 days. Could you believe that? As for today,now,everyone's eating outside. And me? I've been left all alone at home while they're outside enjoying a good meal. I've not eaten since yesterday,mind you. Annoying much.

2009-12-16T01:42:00.002+08:00

I thought i saw you,but i realised it was a dream. The second time i saw you,it wasn't a dream anymore. You're standing in front of me,facing the other side of the wall. I was crying for the friend i've lost,hence i didnt wanna approach you as you might think i'll ruin your morning. Then,i went to the MRT's platform,hoping that i'll get over it. But no,my heart told me to run after you,go out and give you a big hug. That's when i really ran for you. But then i realised,you've already board the bus and that you're gone. I miss you and it's true :'(

2009-12-14T00:48:00.001+08:00

REST IN PEACE,

MY DEAR ABANG IPAR YANG TAK MENJADI-AFIQ & SHAFFIQ.

WILL MISS YOU GUYS,ALWAYS & MAY GOD BLESS YOU BOTH.

2009-12-05T01:49:00.002+08:00

I GOT THIS JOB! I GOT TIHS JOBB! I GOT THIS JOOOOOOOBBBBBB!

Alhamdulillah,rezeki pada Hari Jumaat i should say((: Finally,my waiting period paid off though i felt like giving up sometimes. See,good things happen to people who wait! :D And yes,i'm starting work this Monday. But that's just the 1-day training course. The following day then i will be reporting at Great World City,the outlet which i'll be working at. Good pay,GOOD WORKING HOURS AS WELL! HAHAHA xD I applied for full-time (temporary) since i know i've not been having "life" at home,so a great way to spend my time at work. So,as i guessed,everyone's been saying, "eh dah dapat gaji,belanje kay!" I absolutely have no problem with that caz i'm not stingy kinda person but first things first,$$ for BRACES & LANGKAWI is on top of the list no matter what! Heheee ;D

Thanks Naddy for accompanying me just now tho you gotta wake up as early as 9am! And,what makes my day the most is when Mizi texted,HEH HEH. How can i not be happy when we've not chatted for a week? :D A short message is better than nothing,at least. Alrighty,i'm still deciding wether i should attend my cousin's engagement thingy tomorrow,or not. Caz tomorrow will be MY LAST SATURDAY that i can go out on. After that,my weekends will be used for working hours. So does my Public Holidays. And which means,I can't tag along with my family to KL for the holiday! -.- But i'd rather stay at home,work and get money rather than to have my 40 bucks deducted for each day i'm absent. WORK WORK WORK! Can't wait! xD

2009-12-04T02:22:00.006+08:00

STILL WAITING. STILL WAITING. STILL WAITING. STILL WAITING. STILL WAITING. STILL WAITING. STILL WAITING. STILL WAITING. STILL WAITING.

STILL WAITING. STILL WAITING. STILL WAITING.

STILL WAITING. STILL WAITING.

STILL AM WAITING!

Even though it's already been 5days now :'(

2009-11-30T01:19:00.004+08:00

I wish just for once,you're right here to share everything i have on my shoulders right now. Be it from the smallest to the biggest. Caz,after you,no one really bothers to listen,to hear. No one cares. And you're so mean to let me face everything alone. To handle them alone. When they're down,i'm the person whom they came forward to. But when it comes to me? No one. No one ever did,thats really sad. What a luck.

2009-11-27T00:47:00.002+08:00

Last monday,both oh my favourite aunties went to Haji and so,they're the lucky ones who'se picture is out on the cover page of Berita Harian on the next day :D On the foreground of the picture lagi! hahaha xD I'm starting to miss you both,especially Mak Siti. Please come home soon and be back safely. I'll pray for that,definitely. On another note,

SELAMAT HARI RAYA HAJI TO ALL MUSLIMS!

2009-11-25T16:08:00.017+08:00

Yesterday was Hilly's Graduation Night for the secondary 4 & 5 students. It was located at York Hotel and yeah,pictures are 500 over,but these are the only ones i managed to pick. Thanks to Zanna for the awesome camera :D Everyone looks so HOT that night,and yeah,Ifah and I can never slip the chance to snap pictures with out jodoh(s) ;D Enjoy!

Azy,Dilla,Ifah & Yani.

Hai Samad,nak kahwin ngan aku taaaaaaaak?

JJ Uncle Janggut

The awesome boys,Faizal Rhymee & Taufiq.

the first course meal.

The girls.

Fathin Amira was there to join us too :D

Jodoh number 21! :D

cuteeee siah rhymeeeeeeeeeeee.

5A2 class presentation.

Mr Chia & Miss Ang.

Teo Baby hehehehe.

Firdaus.

Prakash.

Class 5A2,well everyone's not there anyway.

PAAAAAAAAAULLLLLLLL

Tan Jian Ann

Shannon & Zachary.

My handsome man,Boon Yao.

Another jodoh,Weng Meng.

Table #24 :D

So,those pictures explains everything. It was an awesome night i'd say although we didn't managed to win any Lucky Draw. Chiben punya tangan Mr Ramesh yang tak cebok,tangan suay habis. Diam lah Mr Chan,tangan kau pun sama. Geram je aku hahaha. The people who shared the same table as us really were the crazy ones. It was fun disturbing people everytime. 5A2 class presentation slideshow really brought tears to some. Thanks eh korang for the help((: It's definitely a night to remember,definitely.

On another note,it was Mizi's 19th birthday! HAPPY BIRTHDAY BOY :D Right from the start,i was all rushing and busy. I havta rush to school to meet Mr Chia to modify our presentations at 10.30am. Then we had this huge problem. I was there for 3 bloody hours. At 2,i went back home to prepare whatever i have to for the birthday boy,my chores and everything else. An hour after that,met Yan at Gombak and pass the birthday cake that he'll share together with the birthday boy & Iikaa. Afterwhich,i met Ifah once again to proceed down to my house together with Ilyana. Back home,everything's on a mess. Bathing,getting ready,simply everything.

But thank God,we have Ilyana's help to get us ready. Just when the clock strikes 5pm,we get our heels and get going. Met Yani at Choa Chu Kang to have our bus ride down to Town. And so,we finally reached our destination before time and safely although the heels were a killer. HAHAHA. Now that explains why i was rushing the very whole time but hey,that doesnt stop me from doing something which i gotta do! :D Hope you love it <3

HAPPY 17TH BIRTHDAY ILYANA! <3

2009-11-20T20:50:00.003+08:00

Had my interview yesterday and it was great. Thanks iikaa for the company((: The interview went well. Oh what else can i say,since it's from my cousin itself. So,i'm just waiting for the Head Manager to give me a call for the second interview and i'm all set to work by next week. Prom night is in 4days time. I don't know whatthehell i've been preparing. Right from my clothing,to my hairstyle,to my shoes and to our class presentation. But of course,i'm all excited for that night! Fathin Amira is joining us,so that'll be great pleasure now that she's already a superstar! HAHAHA. And tomorrow's saturday and i've not been going out for 2weeks. So,i might wanna think of some great plans for tomorrow before joining the rest at night for the giggyyy! :D Reg! Let's go out tomorrow,pleeeaaaseeeeee! ;D

2009-11-18T12:44:00.008+08:00

On 07th November the other day,one of my bestest cousin get married. So,these are the Raw pictures that i managed to upload. The rest,MALAS. It's in random order,so yeah.

nicee hantaran,niceeeee chocolates.

gila babi

best cousin,heh. which of course,the one in black is my sister.

my family,without my dad.

the brideeeeeeeeeeeee.

Solemnization. bila aku punya turn nieeeeeee?

Graduated.

Exchange of rings.

DAY TWO.

the twins niece,kakak & dedek.

Dani Muhaimin,the nephew.

cute much,eh.

Nurhan,

he's the screaming king,Irfan.

the BIG family. which of course,theres moreeeeeeeeee.

RIYAN! the bestest nephew. Riyan berak berak~

On the other note,last monday,my parents went to my aunty's friend house to collect another persian kitten. Yeah,she's damn small lah. Only 4 months old. Damn cute,and yet to adopt with the new environment. I wonder how these cats gonna get along with another newbie here. I bet,they'll fight all night long and will bully this kid. Haiyah. Oh well,selamat ada kandang. Siapa jahat,masuk kandang pleaaseeeeeeeeeeeee.

YET TO BE NAMED. She's nameless,for now.

TOMORROW INTERVIEW FOR ZARA'S RETAIL JOB,FINALLLLYYYY!

2009-11-10T16:38:00.006+08:00

ACTUALLY,

I FEEL SO EMPTY :'(

JUST AS MUCH AS THIS POST DOES.

2009-11-05T19:45:00.002+08:00

HELL YES xD Major Papers ended today. So,i'm only left with my Mother Tongue which i'm re-taking plus the Science MCQ which only requires own probability to answer those without any studying ;D HAHAHAHA. Nothings more exciting than to be free from examinations and secondary school life. Not to mention the O'levels which had a great time torturing & pressuring us. Thanks for that. Well,it might not be OFFICIAL yet,but hey,i'm feeling the heat already :D HAHA.

Nothing beats the feeling of satisfaction. I slept at 3.30am yesterday just to do revisions for my POA,together with Yani via sms-es. HAHA. It was tiring but i gotta do it as i wanna ace my POA. So,there i am,all awake until wee hours. Had only 2hours of sleep before waking up for school. Need to have another round of revision before entering the examination hall. And well,my sacrifice does worth it ;D The papers went well,i'd say. Heh. Soooooo,papers all down. Now,i'm looking forward to tomorrow,where my cousin whose's from Jb is coming over and yes,cousin's getting married on saturday! Sexciting much xD

2009-11-02T17:38:00.002+08:00

Last saturday's wasn't the best,but i still had some fun with Reg and with the friends around. It was Raggy's final performance. It was sad to have them to perform for us for the very last time cause they have been sucha great band. Thanks for those times and yes,you'll be missed,definitely.

2009-10-26T20:10:00.005+08:00

Errr,what am i supposed to say?

OH! My beloved brother (cousin) is getting married in 2 weeks time. It's gonna be kinda sad caz,i'm left with no one to manja-manja :'( cause since then,he'll be busy with new wife :'( Yalah,new wifeee maaaah. No,no good at all. So,bila adik punya turn untuk kahwin,mama? :D

2009-10-20T15:11:00.002+08:00

O'levels in 2days time,but i'm still like this. I hate fevers :'(

2009-10-15T15:33:00.010+08:00

FATHIN'S IN THE TOP 9,YEAAAY!! xD

Yesterday's Singapore Idol was FUN because of the theme of course. There's more and more people coming in to watch live at the theatre. So,the 2 abang came 15 minutes late after the show started. But that doesn't stop us from having lots of fun together ding basically everything! HAHAHA. Buutt,jodoh-jodoh semua balik after the performances :(

Long tongues,try making out with her!

Hai Samad,first date kite eh? HAHAHA

Then we have Micheal Jackson before the show started.

Yalah,it's a video lol

mate dia masuk airrrrrrr

and,we have the singapore-Jackson which is soo merepek.

Sexy long legs,FINALLY! :D

To Ifah: MY LIPS LIKEE SUGAAAAAAARRRR =.=

There's sorta white thing behind us. Scary eh? DRIED LEAF to be exact,hahahaha.

don't ask,i'm forever hyper macam babi.

THIS ONE'S FOR YOU,FARUQ! ;)

There's more,lot's more from Samad & Zanna's camera. Okay so basically,i'm supposed to attend the English & POA class in the morning. But i was genius enough to skip it. HAHAHAHA :D Fine enough to skip it when O'levels is just next week. I'm sucha genuis. Well anyway,i really gotta do something about my POA since my result drop from A2 to halleluva E8. So,it's a lie to say,no more outing/singapore idol for me caz only a few hours of break/going out won't fail my o'levels. So,i just need more revision to be done PLUS,do memorize the Humanities notes like how i memorize the movies's dialogues :D Whatthefuck,i'm hungry.

2009-10-10T20:46:00.006+08:00

LAST DAY OF SCHOOL,2009.

the malay people.

SIALAH SAMAD,cute siak kau. nak kahwin ngan aku tak? HAHAHA

&& we love playing the with vitualisors. HAHAHA. And i swear we have more than these. More to come when Ifah send me.

HARI RAYA WITH CLASSMATES,01st October.

handsome sikit si Faiz nie,kalau tak,selekeh nak mampos.

The poeple who tagged along

HAHAHAHAHAHAHA

apa sia Faiz?

ada macam laki bini tak? tak,kan? BAGUS.

Cikgu Sally

That was for Hari Raya. It's over anyway. 2009.

SINGAPORE IDOL SPECTACULAR #3

Caz we rock \m/

Cikukunyiah <3

Zaaaaaaaaaaannnnnnnnnnn <33

with Adli & Faruq

can never get over the orgasmic faces.

HAHAHAHA,kay. He's Kamsani from Anugerah 2009,Amira's choir friend & supporter.

Faisal & Farhan ;)

Fathin Amira <3

Hai jodoh! :DDDDD

That was all. But there's more in the coming week for Singapore Idol and for next week's event that's taking place.

STAY TUNED

2009-10-08T15:47:00.007+08:00

WORLD,I TURN SEVENTEEN TODAY.

Well,that was last year's. No cakes for me this year,i supposed. Much more for any surprises,HAHAHA. I'd like to thank everyone who is kind enough to wish me happy birthday be it via messages/facebook/mouth etc. I appreciate it real lot :D And to the lovely 5A2 who sang a birthday song for me as a whole class just now,it was really nicee. Also,thanks ya'll for loving my short-silky hair just now,HAHA. Suddenly good hair day pulak. And not to forget,when Fathin Amira sang for me birthday song infront of the crowd yesterday during Singapore Idol's interval. That was really touching,swear. Whatever it is,you guys are really kind. And yes,i'm staying at home today :( Kinda sad as it's just like any normal day. But,my 17th doesnt ends tonight as i've got Monday to look forward to! xD

THANK YOU VERY MUCH.

2009-10-05T17:05:00.006+08:00

THREE WORDS:

PARADISE,HEAVEN & PERFECT!

I watched Spa Seekers on Mio Tv when the girls went to MALDIVES (which is located at the Indian Ocean). And,that place is the nicest place i've ever seen in the whole entire world,i swear. I can never get enough of it. Looking at those pictures,looking at those deluxe accomodation and thinking of when in the world i'm gonna be there etc. I just love it and it's a place i really have to pay a visit since i love beaches so much. It's waaaaay better compared to the other beaches you have in the world. You can take a closer look at it anyway.

who can never love it? hotels above the sea?

just look at how beautiful and clean the water is

i've never heard of restaurants underwater in my life

and this is what im talking about - pool in your room,which is connected to outdoor plus,you're seperated by a ladder to the sea. you can just jump into the sea anytime you want! :D

snorkeling!

how much beautiful can the place be?

i told you so! xD

I'm sooooooooooo going to collect lots of money after going on holiday to Langkawi with friends. Maldives will be on top of the list and it's a place that i really havta go before anything else! swear.

On the other hand,

HAPPY 16TH BIRTHDAY COUSIN NAZRYN! Wish you longetivity & prosperity. May you lead a beautiful life and all the best for the upcoming O'levels! See you later bro.

2009-09-29T19:47:00.007+08:00

Okay,these are the pictures for last week's Singapore Idol LIVE. And,i'm sooo going again tomorrow since i'm giving it a miss for next week's. Boleh cari jodoh kat sana,confirm bersepah :D And,finally i'm getting my hair back on track! So exciting!

The cousins & friends
and,we're the agent-cody banks

Okay siapa nak jodoh nie,angkat tangan!
alamak,Pak Isa ke tu? HAHAHA

Zanna's scary movie face,HAHAHA hilarious!

Kumar Kumary on action! Dia nie laki ke tak,aku pun tak tahu.

Fan maaaaauuuuuut.

i wanna wanna be a Vasantham starrrrrrr.

with the boys.

our orgasmic face,kau suka kaaaan Ifaaaaaaaaah?!

saje je nak promote gigi yang tak cantik

Annnnnnnnd,okay dah korang dah boleh tutup computer dah. I love it when exams are getting nearer and nearer caz that means,it's gonna end soooooon! HAHA. 28 days to go before everything is officially over! :D

2009-09-28T22:58:00.003+08:00

More updates,more pictures and more stories to be shared. Meanwhile,have a happy time going round visiting different houses! :D And i'm going for Singapore Idol LIVE again for the second time this weeeeeeeeeeek,yeay! xD

2009-09-22T19:40:00.003+08:00

HAI! Selamat Hari Raya to all Muslims all over the world. Also to whoever's not celebrating it - whoever you may be,still,Selamat Hari Raya Aidilfitri! :D This is the picture for the 1st day of Raya. So,enjoy! xD

Raya family photo 2009

Daddy's girls

SIBLINGS

& i wore black on this first day! FINALLY

DADDY

MUMMY

Mintalah maaf banyak-banyak. Sorry father

&& we wore black without plan - The cousin

spot me,the craziest one!

the ALMOST TWIN cousin

YEAY! SINGAPORE IDOL LIVE TOMORROW @ MEDIACORP WITH IFAH & ZANNA! :D